(Edit: Nukey asked me to spell check this for him, but do take note that he wrote this himself originally, he’s just embarrassed enough by writing this kind of thing in public, much less having his English skills exposed. I can’t say much about the actual content of the entry because I really don’t know what to think of it.)

Pocky wants me to try writing so I hope this is good enough, but writing always makes people think I’m stupid so shut up and fuck you I can’t write but I’m not stupid

I spent all day counting the dust mites but they haven’t told me how to make the nightmares stop.

So I just don’t sleep any more.

My head hurts really bad, and when I talk to people, their faces fall apart and they start screaming at me and it makes my nose bleed.

Sometimes when I lay down for a bit and stare at the ceiling, I can make out her face in it and it looks like shes screaming too, but I cant hear it. When I start to fall asleep I can see snow falling and hear a crow cawing and it takes over my head and the next thing I’m somewhere else and there are feathers or blood

That’s why I leave at night; I hope you don’t worry about me too much.

The crow taught me a new magic trick and I want to show it to you next time.

The keys are trying to bite my fingers so I have to lift them really fast after I hit them so I have to stop now,  sorry this is why I hate typing.

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